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1
Apr

Happiness.. :-)

Oxford Advanced Learner’s Dictionary defines Happiness as a pleasing Moment, But if everything that pleases us give us Happiness..?? Happiness is not merely a word, but a feeling that for some time keep us above this materialistic world.. Its a world in itself, Being happy is the most beautiful thing in the world and giving happiness to others is another beautiful thing..The best thing about Happiness is it can’t be purchased but can be given.. Its been rightly said that the days of bleeding knees are the best days of our lives.. Why..?? Because those were the days which reallyPankaj's Blog signifies happiness, If Someone ask me about my Happiest moment yet.. then I don’t say it the one when I cleared my certification exam of Linux nor i say it when I got selected in top 50 participants in a National Level contest by HP, but I’ll say it the one when I was in class 6th and playing cricket in the gali of my colony, My team was losing the match and then it was me who hitted the six I can’t believe that my team won, because of me. I was happy and was more happy because it was me who was the reason of so many smiles of my team , that was the moment I can’t define myself.. that’s the moment which the chasm of my eyes still keep in itself.. that was really a wonderful moment..

Happiness is a thing to be remembered and praised.. Its a thing to respect and love.. I remember another moment, the moment, when I was in class 3rd.. at that time all my friends had learnt how to ride cycle and i was as usual the dufferest of all was unable to learn that.. I was afraid of being fallen while riding.. I asked many times my brother, but everytime he said that that was a very complex thing and beyond me reach.. It hurted me.. and I know the day when someone teased me in my school and after returning from school I weeped for an hour, then It was my father who went with me in a ground nearby, he asked me not see in back while riding he asked me too paddle the cycle it was he who was holding me by carrier, i start paddling and after sometime I saw my father moving his hand standing far away.. I was driving by myself and alas I can do it.. I was so so so much happy that i can’t describe.. I drive it for the whole day and even in the night at the floor of my home.. that were really happiness.. The happiness that I got after finding a pencil on Road was more than that I got today after find many thousand rupees.. The reason being as we grow up the emotions in us start detriorating.. Happiness that is without any reason and that is unselfish is more pleasing then that with reason and for a reason.. Everything that we are doing today is because we want our tomorrow to be happy.. Being happy is gift that everyone doesn’t get, If you are happy then It means you have done very good job and it also implies to let them continue.. Happiness seems to be more flavoured when it is being shared.. It gives happiness to get answers of prayers, but its give more happiness to be answer of somebody’s prayers.. Quite ironical but true.. Lets together make an attempt to make this world more happier.. :-)

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18
Feb

Fantasies..!!

The midnight was over, I was standing on the top floor of my hostel beholding the equisite look of my college in the chasm of my eyes. Starring at moon I didn’t find anything special in it. Often I liked to stand there and think about myself, Its been rightly said that the best things about life we learn by our own experience. I don’t know why I always like to stare stars, I remember my days of bleeding knees days when I try to guess the distance of farthest star and try to join the stars to form the image of multitudinous animals and play with my brother the search game.. and I’m always winner because always the one I distinguish as Lion is Giraffe according to him..Fantasies Pankaj's Blog

Honestly Speaking I love my fantasies and my world of dreams.. I often speak to myself.. and this all pleased me.. The propensity for stars is due to the fact I have many in my eyes.. Dreaming is the most fascinating part of life.. Its an own world in itself.. I remember my school days When after seeing Border film I decide to become a soldier.. Had a debate and a battle with my Father in the context of insisting him to buy me Arms and Ammunition, because an Indian Soldier can be attacked at anytime by the Terrorists and the context ends with a attack on me by Wiper, the ”weapon” often use in draining water . But finally I won and a plastic gun is brought for me..

Fantasies inspire me.. I don’t know If it happens with me or if its a human behaviour.. As a child I wanted to be a soldier , An astronaut , Deep forted Diver, A pilot .. blah blah and more blah blah… Its a natural that whenever we take part in any competition or start preparing for any exam.. We do think of the day when we win in it and feel happy by witnessing the feeling of triumph and thats the feeling which throughout our journey inspires us to make dat moment a reality.. It inspires us to perform better each day.. But It pains when we found that the day which we once dreamt of is not a part of reality , But it doesn’t mean that we stop dreaming.. As a matter of fact none of my fantasies has ever got fulfilled .. But I can’t stop believing in fantasies .. I remember my days of Kota .. When I like many others have only one dream in my eyes but the worst thing is I don’t know the reason why that dream can never be a part of my real life.. Each Night before sleeping I make plans for my forthcoming life in IIT.. But but but I do think that atleast once I become dishonest to myself .. Anywaz thats not the end of story , Dats just the end of a paragraph .. I know I’m not the only one, there are a lot many who dare to dream..

When a person comes in our life and one day left us even then the person lives in our fantasies .. We often talk to him, We try to ask him why he left us.. But the worst thing is no one else knows whats goin in our world of fantasy.. Its only We and God that truely knows what resides there..
I love fantasies , I love glancing stars and I love dreaming; I know seeing fantasies and dreaming is not just enough we have to toil a lot otherwise the fantasies shall only remain fantasies .. What can be more jubilant if the fantasy we saw yesterday is the reality of Today.!!

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26
Jan

Happy Republic Day :)

Whenever I try to recall my oldest memory of Republic Day then that comes out to be one When I was in Standing in front of the whole school, With my Shivering legs and trembling voice and then My voice suddenlyPankaj Blog stops because it didn’t know what it had to murmur next.. Tried to search the paper which My English teacher had given to me.. But as the climax scene It was not in my Pocket.. Wait for 2-3 mins then try to speak from my side leaving few lines and thats my last school speech.. But the best thing was nobody shouted at me later on.. Dats the thing I remember till date.. Well as a Child I was always confuse with the word “Republic” What it exactly means.. Though I was quite aware with the word Independence.. Gandhi JI with his fellow freedom fighters finally succeeded in moving the Mighty Britishers out of the country, and we got our Independence, But whats special with the word “Republic”.. For me at that time Republic Means an annual celebration in which students are given two Laddos though I always fought for four laddos because there are four Persons in my family..(Gud Logic) and the day on which we go in the school with a flag in our hand and rich children have a monogram of Tiranga on theirs blazer pocket too.. Dats why i always fight with my Father for the one on my Blazers pocket.. The best thing that I like about Republic Day is we have not to study on this day in our school.. Quite exciting we are going to school for something else..

But as soon as i got quite big I came to know its real meaning, This day has its importance since Lahore Summit where Pandit Nehru decided that every year we should celebrate this day as our Independence day. Though we got freedom on 15th August 1947 but even then King Goerge IV was the head of Nation.. Its on 26th Of Jan 1950, that our Constitution came into existence and So finally Its not on 15th August that we got our real Independence but on 26th Of Jan, And since then we peoples are taking breathe in the air which we proudly calls as ours.. We have our own rockets, satellites, finest educational institutions, plenty of food, plenty of industries, relatively low violence, huge foreign currency reserves, leading R&D institutes, a fantastic defence, a stable government and unparallel brains. And all this was achieved without force, without significant foreign help, and without any violent revolution.

Indian Constitution is the biggest Constitution in the world consisting of 444 articles, 12 schedules and numerous amendments.. B.R. Ambedkar is the chief person behind the framing of our constitution.

From struggle to freedom ….

From freedom to republic ….

and towards continual progress …..

That’s our India ….. Happy Republic Day!

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