Another Brday :)

           When I was in class 2^nd I’v read these line “And in the end, it’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years.”  I don’t know why these lines make such an impact over me that these lines are still alive in my mind and in my soul.. so today is my birthday.. Better to say another birthday.. Which means I’v live one more year of my life.. and offcourse it means I’v become one year older.. and I’v to accept it..

I remember early days of my life and at that time Birthday only means wearing coloured clothes in school.. distributing toffees or chocolates and that was 4 in number unlike other guys who just give 2.. and 6 to the girl whom I like.. J Birthday means to escape from punishment even after making a mistake even when the whole class was standing as a part of punishment and you was sitting giggling over them.. Birthday means to think about the gifts that might be inside the wrapped coloured polythene.. To check the cakes flavour by licking it with your finger.. while that was  in the refrigerator and inquiring if nobody was noticing u…  Birthday means to make a whistle over getting the gift of your dream… and a sad expression over getting a thing that u already have.. That’s wat birthday means to me 10 years back .. time passes .. things changes .. nd with it change my view of seeing things.. but even than I don’t know why when I remember my all those days of my life my face gives a million sweet smile.. Every thing changes during these years except one thing and that is my mother’s love.. She treats me in the same way she treats me then..  and truly speaking I really love it.. I really love my Mother I love her more than anything in this world.. She’s my first Birthday gift.. She’s the gift that God gave to me.. and everyone knows first thing is the best thing..  as in case of Luv .. Your first Luv is always your best love.. However bitter that is…

                 This very year of my life is full of ups and downs the later has an edge over there.. I know ups and downs are part of life .. If life moving like sine curve then dats gud.. but when it becomes tan curve .. than there is a big problem.. nd offcourse this is not a good year of my life.. you can judge it from my last thre posts.. This year of my life is full of mistakes and regrets..  Hates and dislikings.. If I write that this very year is one of the worst year I’v ever live than .. don’t treat me as pessimistic.. nd I know I’m not wrong.. In this year I’v lost all those things that I’v  nd offcourse some losses are incompatible… It’s a good saying that the best things in life are learnt in worst time..  as a teacher this year taught me better than any other teacher..  My experience of this year help me in transforming from a frivolous creature to a mature person.. I’m hopeful that the remaining year of my life are worth living..  nd offcourse hope is the best thing in the world..

Happy Birthday to me..:)